Well today didn't start out that great for me, for starers it started at 5 am when I woke up with an upset stomach. I think I ate WAY to much meat for dinner last night and I didn't let it all digest well enough before I went to sleep, either that or it wasn't all the way cooked and I may have salmonella or something from it. I could only be so lucky. Well not only does that keep me up, I can't get back to sleep after I take some Tums and so I toss and lightly doze for the next 2 hours until I just can't take it anymore and just get on with my day. I shower, and get some dry foods for breakfast, mainly two pop-tarts and some crackers in hopes of settling my stomach with some sprite to calm my rumbling gut. That sort of works though I still feel pretty cruddy through the morning. I have to drive 45 miles in the rain, which we just got out of recently. It's been raining all day and while I normally don't mind getting wet I have my lap top with me so I need to keep dry so I take my umbrella to keep the rain off me, right? Wrong! The winds are blowing so hard that if I don't keep the umbrella at an angle it would just be blown out of my hands or all over creation. I don't mind rain, I don't mind wind, but put them together and they are aggravating to no end. So anyway I get to my history class, and that's never a happy time for me, and we take a quiz. Pretty sure I do alright on that but then after that I have to sit through this long winded boring lecture and I can barely keep my eyes open from how tired and sick I'm feeling but I have to sit through it cause this isn't my best class and I suck at it. So long lecture short: Magellan, age of exploration, Columbus, age of explorers, something about rye, and a lot of junk on Britain and France is what I had to listen to and try to take notes on. And then to add insult to injury I got my test back from last week and I so tanked it, I made a 64 which I think is a D so it's a passing grade but it sucks so much cause I hate this class and it's so frigging hard. I have been doing well on the quizzes though so that will hopefully pull my grades up a bit to at least a C I can only hope and pray. There's one more test on things more recent so hopefully if I really buckle down and study this next "steaming load" I can maybe get my last test grade up and make a good grade in this god awful class and never have to take another history course again.
In other news the wind didn't pick up so I still had to walk through the wind and rain to get to my next building and I'm still feeling upset to my stomach and I really just want to go home, but this is another class I can't afford to miss much of so I have to stay and turn in some essay on some type of weightlifting type thing and hope that goes over well. After that I have to drive back home, and I'm just going to hopefully make some oatmeal and go and lay down some. This day is not going well and I'm not in the best of moods.

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Current Location: United States, Georgia, Kennesaw
Current Mood: groggy

Ok so I had to go to bluckbuster earlier and I come home and then learn I have to go to Walmart for some things so then i go there and then come back and see our puppy acting funny and I bring it in and mention it to my dad and we think something is wrong with it so we start talking and I go look up parvo and then I come downstairs and say all that I had learned and talk about it for about 3 minutes or so after looking at the information for a few minutes and they laugh and are impressed by my reciting all of it but that's beside the point now we thought the pup had parvo so we started calling all around for a vet that was opened and we look up information all around and I have to go out and spray poop with a 50% bleach solution and then we run to Ecerds for peptal bismal but then are told never mind and so we rush home again and then we find a vet eventually in Rome so we head out that way while I'm holding onto the dog and watching it to make sure it's ok and then after about 30 minutes we arrive there and we see the dog making a bit of a recovery and looking better and we get his temp checked and it's a little low at 99.2 and then he bowels are empty and we get him looked at and then it's decided that is't not parvo and so he gets a shot and some pain killer and it is dcided he just has a sore throat and an infection so he gives us some pills and sends us home and then my brother gets in the car with his gf and I hold the pup the whole way home and now we just got home about 30 mins ago and so I'm here now and I feel physically exhausted and I could just about scream for no real reason and then just collapse under my own weight and lay on the floor for the rest of the night. And THAT IS IT! *head bangs onto table*
G'NIGHT EVERYBODY!

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Current Mood: thankful

Well after yesterday's debacle about my brother bringing home a puppy chocolate lab and a lot of "talking" it looks like we have a new puppy in the house. I'm helping take care of the lil' guy since my brother can't do everything himself but it looks like he's going to be a fair care giver to the pup. Still doesn't have a name yet but I'm sure that'll be fixed soon, he was thinking Buck or something, and I guess you could do worse than that. Anyway, while it's going to be "my brother's dog" I'm going to still be taking care of it a lot, when he's not around and such. Anyway it's a cute pup and it's looking like it's doing well. All is finally calm and done with in this household, my parents have gone to Nashville for the night to see a concernt so me and my bro are alone with the animals tonight. That's all for now though.

Well sadly my Great Aunt Grace finally passed away last night. I can only hope that she went peacefully and that she is resting in peace now. On the one hand I am glad that she has passed as she was in great pain during her last moments on earth but on the other hand I am happy that she is in a place where she no longer can feel pain. The funeral is Saturday and I'll be getting out my suite and things in order to attend. Other than that I do not know what else will be going on for the rest of the week and the rest of my time.
In other news it looks like I'll be having a jaw surgery in order to get my teeth aligned. It will apparently help my looks to it seems but that's nothing much for me. On the even better side, while they are doing this they will also remove my wisdom teeth that are coming in at like a 70 degree angle from where they should be growing towards and they will also be able to give me a gum graft that I need to have done on one of my teeth. I'm still not sure if I'll want this done or whatever but at least now I know what can happen and what is likely to happen. Regardless of the jaw thing though I'll be getting the graft and the wisdom teeth removed at some point in the future.
And that's all I've got going on in my life right now, still seeing my lion and I'm still lounging about and doing a few things all the time. So until next time, this is Gabe signing out.

Ok so this was a strange day even from the begining, I made a 70 on another paper for my film class and also my lion, Drew A.K.A. Stan, long story about his name, has had his computer confiscated because he's sick. The really thing was when I took my dogs for a walk this afternoon. I found this elderly lady wandering around my street lost confused and looking very scared. Worried about her I followed her, walked with her, and eventually brought her to my house.

I called my mom when we got to my house and explained to her what was going on and then she called my grandmother. Then my grandmother and our neighbor came over to help me with this woman who was by this time crying and depressed saying she was going to die as she took a bunch of pills. I'm starting to panic from the whole thing now trying to figure things out and just trying to calm this lady down. In the end we just ended up calming her down and taking her to this house nearby where she could stay for awhile. I then came home and took a nap to just rest off that ordeal.

And that's it really... It was just so weird and I'm glad the day's over now, I can't deal with much more strangeness today.

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Ok so here's the thing, I had gone to the doctor about this back pain that I've been having for months on end now and that doctor decided that I should have an MRI. I had that MRI Monday and they sent the results to my doctor to look at them. So today the doctor calls my mom and tells her that I have a bulge between my L4 L5 disks and a hernia between my L3 L2 disks or something like that. I have NO idea what that means and am now scared out of my mind as he has refered me to a neurosurgeon.
The doctor tells me that I might require surgery and this wouldn't normally be that big a deal for me, even though I've never had surgery before anyway. The thing is that surgery on my spine will be something very delicate and a lot can go wrong. I could end up paralyzed in my left leg or completely paralyzed from that area down.
I'm just really frightened when I was told about needing surgery and right now I think it may just be my lack of sleep that is making me so emotional. I've got some nice people around who are caring and are worried about me and I just hope that I don't have to keep them worried for long. I'll be seeing this new doctor next Wednesday so by then we'll hopefully know what will be going on and what we'll have to do. Oh well I guess that's it for now.
Peace out people,
Gabe R.

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Well I guess it was pretty obvious that I wouldn't stay on the market for long. I've found myself with a new mate, a lion obviously, by the name of Stan. He asked me to be his mate tonight and I agreed and I've been figiting about ever since. I love this guy and I just want to be with him, he's got so many qualities that I love about him and I just can't get enough of him. He's so kind and sweet, and he's got a real romantic side to him and I just love him so much.
Right now though I'm super tired so that's all for now, I might type up more with more rest.
Gabe

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Well folks it's official, Sean and I are officially split. It was a nice 6 months but I guess I kind of saw this coming as we just didn't seem to talk a lot anymore and we had fought a good deal in the past about really stupid things. Oh well, I'm single again and not even caring about it really.

Maybe I'll find someone else in the future, maybe not. I'm leaning more towards the latter but I'm fine with that really. I'm a loner and I'm always going to be like that, but who knows maybe one day I'll find someone who I can actually get along with. I won't be looking but that doesn't mean I'll keep my ears and eyes closed. Just means that I just gonna go with the flow and see where the current takes me. I doubt I'll be getting in another relationship anytime soon or ever again but I am not going to worry about that.

In other news, I was feeling tons better. I was happy despite the break-up and all that's happened and was smiling and just feeling happier than I have felt in a long long time. But then me and Sean got into a stupid fight and that just made me really upset and so from there I got real down again. So now I'm real depressed again but hopefully I'll get over this soon enough.

I've also got tons of work to do for my classes but I don't think it's anything that I can't handle. I've been sketching more and my drawing seems to be improving some. Maybe sometime soon I'll actually start to work harder on it and be able to get something done, but that's kind of doubtfull now that I feel so cruddy again from all this stupid junk.

As for the rest of things in my life, all seems to be ok. I'm avoiding my family as much as possible and just letting anything they say slide right off of me. Well that's all the goings on in my life, later much.

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DAMN IT!!! I HATE MY STUPID ANATOMY TEACHER! Oh why couldn't he be like all the others and give quizes in classes instead of posting them on a highly unreliable service like the VISTA thing we have in connection to the school website. Well thing is I was supposed to take this little quiz thing but it turns out that the stupid website goes through maitanance routines at points. It's my own fault for putting it off but I really did forget until just tonight like an hour or so before the thing was due and thanks to this stupid site I now fail the first quiz thing in my class, and it's by default and not for any other reason that I fail it and that just really TICKS ME OFF!
In other news, felt a lil down tonight, haven't been eating a lot lately and I guess that's starting to catch up with me. Also had a little discussion and talk with my mate and that didn't go well and that got me down again and I think I gave him a headache and so I'm feeling down about that. Bought my lil' lion bro a gift on Gaia tonight and that made him happy though and that was something that made me a bit happy.
School other than that stupid quiz thing though is going alright. Saw Nosferatu today (very creepy guy if you ask me) and it was an ok movie. I started writing my first film analysis paper for the class and so far I think I'm doing well.
Everything else seems to be fine for me other than my lack of energy and feeling a little low. Classes are ok as are pretty much everything at home. My dad's home after being away for a long time and we finally got the rat that's been hanging out in our house for the past few weeks. Poor thing, we had to set those old time mouse traps out and it snapped down and broke the thing's neck instantly killing it. Oh well one less thing to worry about.
I just feel so lazy lately I can't bring myself to get on anything I've been wanting to do and just to be honest I really just don't feel well. My back is still hurting and that only brings me down more and I just want to crawl into a bed and not get up for several days. Oh well I'm just ranting and that's nothing new, I guess I'm just getting a bad case of the funk and it's bringing me down. Well that's all the news from this hybrid, so this is Will signin' off for now.

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Argh!

Well school has started up for me again and it sucks but what else is new? I think I'm entering that point of my college career where I'm sick of all this stuff that I have to take in order to get to and study my major. For those who care, and read this I guess, I'm a pharmacy major and going through my 4th semester at Dalton State college before moving on to another school to get my degree.

I'm now taking a psychology class, a calculus class, an anatomy class, and a film as literature class this semester and they all look pretty dull so far, but then again I just started so I don't know what they'll really be like just yet. I don't know but maybe it's the fact that I'm still adjusting to my schedule that is making me rant a bit but I don't know. What sucks about this semester's schedule is that I have to wake up at like 5:30 in order to get up and ready to drive the 20 or so miles to school in order to get to my 8 o'clock class or actually just to find parking most days.

Anyway I'm sure I'll get used to this sort of thing soon. I'm going to have to write a lot of reports and things this semester and I don't think most of those are going to be fun but maybe things will get better, I don't know. Other than that though I don't think there's anything else worth mentioning in my life. My lil bro, Stephen, and I have been talking a lot and he seems nice, if not a little crazy, and I guess that's about it for now. Nothing else to report so I guess that will be it for now.

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Current Location: School
Current Mood: blah